In a Shiur by Bilvavi Miskan Evneh, Rav Schwatz spoke about the importance of having goals that you want to meet before you are Niftar. As I listened to my tapes of the Shiur, I kept thinking,"If I reach my goals for the end of the day I am thrilled, how can I possibly know where I want to be when I die". The possibiltiy of meeting a long term goal never seemed real. Now that I have learned how to set a long term goal and follow through, it is waking up new hopes for the future.
Recently I sat next to an older woman at a Simcha. After complementing me on my 86 pound weight loss, she told me that she figures at her age she is going to roll into the grave fat and decrepit, and what difference does it make. This brought me to thinking back about where do I want to be on the day of my death. One thing that I know is that I want to be a person who operates out of thought and not out of desire. I want to make long term plans and goals and stick to them. While I may not always meet my daily goals, I know that there is always tomorrow and with perseverance I can make major changes in my life.
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